♥ 2008年3月27日 星期四
hey gd m0rnin PEEPS !
nt feelin GREATt0dae !
arghhh !!!
t0 him ;
i n0e u wun b able t0 read tish p0st but i dun care,
perhaps u might c tish in future.
itz 9:12am nw.
i reali cant h0ld 0n anym0re.
i feel lk im drifting away n away frm u.
nth seems t0 b g0in SMOOTHly f0r me.
i just wan a secure r/s, dat's all.
i dun tink im askin TOO MUCH at all !
g0in 2 yrs alrdy,
BUT im nt able t0 feel it at all.
s0 much tinks had happened BUT u d0ne NTH abt it.
izzit c0nsidered SMALL matter t0 u ?
i dunn0.
if at dat m0ment nth g0es wr0ng,
all tish tinks wun b happenin.
&& i wil nt b p0stin tish nw.
&&& i wun b feelin s0 damn bl0ody d0wn nw.
i n0e itz t0o LATE t0 sae all tish nw.
everytink ish TOO LATE.
n0 use regrettin all tish.
if i nv made dat ch0ice/decisi0n 6 mths ag0,
mayb i wil b free frm all tish N0NSENSE etc.
i wun b feelin s0 xin ku (TERRIBLE) insde.
n0 matter h0w i expressed t0 m0i cl0se frenz h0w i feel,
i n0e n0ne 0f e s0ul in tish w0rld n0e exactly h0w i feel.
unless THEY r in m0i sh0es.
i n0e they care f0r me all tish.
givin me advices n c0ns0ling me.
itz enuff f0r me even th0u u all nv been in m0i sh0es b4.
i n0e n0 matter h0w much i tel Y0U, u wil nv n0e h0w exactly i feel INSDE.
m0i feelin nw ish... argghhh... as if e wh0le w0rld ish fallin 0n ME n m0i heart feels lk tearin A P A R T !
im unable t0 c0ntr0l m0i em0ti0ns at all frm e startin 0f tish p0st.
m0i TEARS had been FL0WIN 0ut n 0ut.
n i l0ok at e tym agn,
itz 9:35am.
i hv cried f0r exactly 23 mins.
enuff 0f tears all tish.
** NOBODY GONNA PITY U ALL TISH ! **
im g0nna s0lve it nw && let it b G0NE 4eva...
dere's n0 turnin back anym0re.
it shall giv ♡ u e 0NLI chance t0 pr0ve h0w much i mean t0 u...
i dun wish t0 hv any hiccups happenin agn ANYM0RE.
♥ blogged by jayden'sMummy @ 9:11 上午
