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♥ 2008年4月6日 星期日

i reali feel like going to DIE now, REALLY !
i reali dunn0 wad t0 d0. REALLY !
i noe dat crying my eyes out is USELESS !
BUT i reali reali dunn0 wad t0 d0.
i reali dunn0 wh0 t0 trust, wh0 t0 c0nfr0nt t0 ?
i cant even trust my beloved one.

i feel like stabbing myself to death NOW !
i REALLY gt reason to feel all this.
i dunn0 wh0 t0 c0nfr0nt t0.

PLEASE HELP ME !!!
am i a stupid, fool, idi0t or whatsoever ?

i found out about
EVERTHING EVERYTHING EVERYTHING !
i dunn0 izzit a FACT 0r a FABRICATED truth ?
i reali veri scared to say everything out when i really cant hold on ANYMORE !
BUT if i say it out, i know i wil lose everytink everytink n everytink BSDE ME !

tel me h0w SHOULD i die ?
cut m0i wrist n let it bled to DEATH ?
eat lots n lots of PANADOLS ?
jump to death ?
or let vehicle bang me to death n make me FLY FAR FAR ?
or others ?

im reali veri confused nw !!!
SAD SAD SAD !!! ]]=



MY FREAKING HEART IS BLEEDING LIKE HELL !
NO MATTER WHAT U DO,
I STILL LUV U,
U N0E ?


mayb this shall be OUR last cal alrdy ! i guess ?
mani tinks r runnin thru m0i tiny brain.
i dunn0 wad u've gt t0 sae wen e tym cums ?
i dunn0 wil i trust wadeva u wan t0 explain t0 me at dat m0ment ?
I REALI DUNNO !!!
♥ blogged by jayden'sMummy @ 2:28 上午